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Lovers Weep by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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Lovers Weep

Roam through the meadows and the fields, to find a love that never yields, come see beyond the lying time, and come be forever mine. Lie inside the flower beds, and see the ones you loved now dead, remiss the times you shared before, to see those ones forever more. Remember now as you lie, and seek beyond the reasons why, feel some feelings never felt before, like love hat fear and some remorse. Come feel how to be loved a new, and see this world like you never knew, the dreams to soar from up above, from these feelings of love. And as i ask this question of mine, will you be mine for all time, and live your life like never

From Where I Stand by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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From Where I Stand

My life flashes before me, In a series of blinks; Of the mistakes I have made, And why I am here. My death comes oh so slowly, I caused this to be done; From the regrets, And decisions I’ve made. If I would have been careful, If I would have listened; I wouldn’t have chose this, Instead I chose me fate. So in my closing words, As I die here; From my own hands, It wasn’t worth it after all from where I stand.

Upon my Death by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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Upon my Death

My breath becomes slower, As I lose it now; From your millions of blows, Against my fragile body. The thousands stab wounds, Upon my soft flesh; Bleed endlessly on to the floor, So I lie in this deep puddle. I cry out for help, In my last moments; But no one hears my moans, As I start to drift from here. I feel like I’m flying, Above my body and world; Then I see a corpse, It’s me battered on the floor. My lips are blue, from my loss of blood, My chin still trembles and then; I see a tear roll down my cheek, And think this can’t be happening to me. I start to scream, Someone please help me; But I can’

These Chains by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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These Chains

These chains that tie me down won't hold me long at least as long as you like. This isn't real love I feel like a prisoner here shackled to your bed. When will you let me go I hope you will soon I can't stay here much longer. Please release me you have what you want I can give you anything more. Why do you still torment me I'm dying right in front of your eyes in the pain you cause me in body and soul. Is satin helping you or this his plot you've fallen into some how. This tourture and pain you cause me is driving me insane past my normal limits. You started this very pain and continue it and won't stop it as

The Dream by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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The Dream

I've said this before, I've felt it again and again; So why doesn't it just stop, And save me from them. They're blistered and bruised, And just keep trying; All deformed and decayed, From all their years of pain. I don't know how this happened to them, But their pain is intense; And they're so vivid in my imagination, That they can drive someone insane. Every time I see them everything goes cold, My heart sinks into my stomach; And I go numb, Till I can feel no more. I try to scream for some help, I try to turn and run away; But I can't speak nor can I more, I'm just stuck here lost. Until that is I am woken again, By t

I am the person I am by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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I am the person I am

It's none of your business, So just leave me alone; Leave me in the darkness, So I can find my way through the cold. It doesn't matter who I am, Or what I am; That's for me to figure out, Me not you and your friends. Go ahead and bust out laughing, You can't break my spirit; Nor can you break who I am, So just stop trying your wasting your breath. I am who I am, There's no way to change that; I'm loud and wild and free, Yet I can't be tamed no matter how much you try. I can't be broken nor shattered, And if I am you can't put me back together; I'm as free as a bird, But still strapped down to my flesh. I soar through the s

a million pieces by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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a million pieces

shattered into a million pieces her heart lies bleeding on the floor in front of her lies her beaten corpse behinds her lie the damaged bodies of many which has she to run to she needs to choose right now her own brutal death that comes slow or the death of many others for whom she cares the screams of their innocence that will echo forever in her mind as they lie and bleed to death from axe murders and suicide or her screams that come from inside her as they try to reach out to others only to be lost and forgotten so if you could choose what would you do listen to the many screams with tears or choose your quick painful

i dont know what is happening by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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i dont know what is happening

I don't know whats happening I'm going weak in the knees Every time I see your face I'm sinking even deeper I think I'm falling in love But how do i truely know That my feelings are love And not something else Help me with my confusion You seem to love me too But please tell me if its the truth Do you really love me Like you said tonight As we were talking on the phone If you don't just tell me I wont be offended by it I'll try to understand I just want to know Before I'm shattered By the truth again Just like last time Tell me the truth Stop messing with my mind Tell me what I want to know Do you love me like I lo

hold me by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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hold me

I need you to hold me In this moment right now I feel the coldness creeping up my spine Your angelic face slowly fades out of focus As I cross over Tell me how it will be Is the afterlife a party Or will I do the same thing as others Wait for someone I love to cross over Will I be strong in my last moment Or will I wimper as I die And curl up into a ball Will I actually be saved Tell me I need to know As you decide I'm dying So hurry up no rush It's just me can you help!!!

My pain by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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My pain

This pain I feel I've felt it before but where did I feel it Was it the day of your death When all I could do was hope Hope for your survival But that was a lost cause Because we both know what happpened You ended up dead from you wounds Deep wound you couldn't see on the surface Hidden in the darkness Where you couldn't see them If only I knew I would have changed the past or at least tried to So you would still be here with me But life isn't always easy I wished and hoped you were here To see how much I've grown So what is this feeling I've felt and when did I feel it It's lonlyness when you died

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Foolish Love by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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Foolish Love

Foolish Love By: Tabby Love can be so foolish But you never think it can end; Until the one you love and cherish Is gone never to come back again. You never know to where they went But you'll never stop trying to find them; You'll twist and turn until your bent And hunched up in a corner. Your mind it races back and forth You heart beats so fast; That you never know how much they're worth Until you never see them again. Once you know the fate of that someone You'll stop and never breathe again; You'll never have that someone To see when you awake once again.

Death by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

Pain by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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Pain

This place has caused me so much pain Pain that will never leave So why do I keep coming back To be put through even more pain I feel like I've been stabbed With a million knives or more That still caress my skin With each and every curve This pain I feel will never leave It will haunt me till I die Which might not be too long Since I feel me going numb The coldness covers my body Slowly it creeps up my spine Till I can't feel a thing But the pain I still can't forget Why does it have to be this way I wish it would just stop or take me right now From here to hell or heaven

confusing love by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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confusing love

My heart is filled with sorrow But I can't see your face I know that I love you But I still won't let you in My heart it beats faster Every time that I see you But I refuse to admit it I'm crazy in love with you The way your lips feel against mine The blood rushes threw my vains My heart it beats with yours Yet I can't drive this one feeling away This tear that drops from my eyes Is because I want to be with you But still I refuse to say those words For fear you might reject me Is this really my reason Or is it something more Am I afraid you love me too And I won't be able to reject you I hate this feeling of confusion

time moves on by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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time moves on

Why does time continue to move I rather stay right here with you I feel secure wrapped in your arms And stuck in my childhood past As time moves on everything changes My life becomes more complicated My emotions overwhelm me And I can't seem to concentrate Your better off here with me stuck right here in time Away from people in this moment lost and hidden away from the world

My pain by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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My pain

hold me by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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hold me

i dont know what is happening by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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i dont know what is happening

a million pieces by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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a million pieces

I am the person I am by Taurus-HellAngel90, literature

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I am the person I am

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sinners in the chapel: SAMPLE by wiccakitten, literature

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sinners in the chapel: SAMPLE

ONE. I am a victim. I am a victim because this is what the newspaper headline tells me. The headline is dated August 5th, but it is the August 5th of two years ago. This August 5th, I am in my parlor, at home but not at home. My beautiful, perfect stinker of a daughter is sitting on my lap, gently thumbing the soft fur of her pet-and-play kittens book for the hundredth time. There is a dog on the floor and a dog on the sofa and a chicken on the windowsill. I think there is a goat outside crunching old aluminum cans between its teeth. My daughter grabs my hand. It is large and ugly in her small one. She traces

Arsenic and Old Lace by wiccakitten, literature

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Arsenic and Old Lace

melt me into the mud because I am the dirt on your knees from days of kneeling at the feet of god destroy me because I am not the prayer you wanted answered; melt me into the mud because I am the soot on your daughter's cheek because I am the face that haunts you in the ashes destroy me because I am your marionette your pantomime, your mulatto – I am the oil in the creases of your hands I am the line of grit beneath your fingernails. destroy me because I am yours to destroy because I am the mud sucking down the souls of your feet. melt me into the mud because I am the ashes in your urn beca

Angels and Demons by kyo-kat, literature

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Angels and Demons

Take my hand… Free to fly… Need to dream… Need to cry… Lying in pieces, Broke on the floor. Blood on the carpet, Splattered on the door. Dreams lay shattered, Fragile as glass; Flying forgotten, Burned in tattered flags. A past long forgotten, A future unknown; Weighed down by sadness, I am what I become. Standing there watching, Take in all you see. Remember me kindly, It's too late to save me. Standing in the balance, Beyond all reason; Fighting my battles With angles and demons. Take my hand… Stare at the sky… Dare to dream… Dare to fly…

Doll by Chaos-filth, literature

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Doll

I want to go where the insanity ends. Somewhere cold and desperation sets in, and your desires simply stop. Awake in a dream that was never really thought. Only the candle can shed light in your darkness. I remember all the times you said you wanted the end. This final chapter in our little game. You are the wings of the butterfly that cannot leave. Shredded torn apart, your heart will never be the same. I helped as best I could. The sky's endless serenity of stars, I cannot count them all. Holding my candle, I shed light into this present darkness. Insignias mark everything I touch. Branded by the sounds that create my echoes,

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Taurus-HellAngel90

May 16, 2008

UPDATE

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Hi kak,     So wow finding a house that is alot of work.  It's hard to i only know because right now my boy friend is looking at apartment and i see how hard he's trying.  but don't give up.  he actually wants me to move in with him when he gets an apartment.  so wow big step but i'm ready to leave home.  i'm sick and tired of being here.  so also big wedding coming up in a year wow.  i'm glad for you. it's good that you and steve worked out.  he's really nice and he's your type too.  i can't wait to see you walk down the isle in a pretty dress.  i might cry to see my mom get married.  i miss you so much and wish i could see you.     so p

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Taurus-HellAngel90

Apr 23, 2008

MY NEW BOY

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hey every one been a while since i've been on but im here now.  so some new thing have happened in my life i have a new boy friend and we've been dating almost 3 months wow. kak and jess you would be so shocked remember how i could never stay with a boy for long.  well guess what i've been with him now for this long and i don't plan on him going anytime soon.  it will be 3 months on april 26 so yay!!!!!! he's a nice guy meet him through salisbury ambulance corp. oh yeah by the way now besides cetronia ambulance i'm also running at salisbury ambulance i know im stupid but hey.  any way back to my man. he's a sweet heart and i'm very in love. w

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Taurus-HellAngel90

Nov 14, 2007

my baby computer!

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hey im still alive just been in hiding don't ask why. i just finally got my new computer it is beautiful and i named it gunther don't ask why but the name is cool i don't know how to tell the sex of my computer but it's apparently a boy.  anyways the computer is awesome and i love it so far.  well got to go bye!

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CnfzdPsychosis

Nov 12, 2008

Hey, girl. It's Jess. Haven't seen you in a while

Today is love your friends day. Send this to all your friends and me if I am 1. If you get 7 back, then you are a TRUE FRIEND... ------------------------------------

if you get a dozen your loved!!
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send this heart to everyone you care about including me if you care. See how many times you get this, if you get a dozen your love'd

kyo-kat

Jul 26, 2006

tabby, i feel depressed.

Chaos-filth

Jun 7, 2006

i have no idea who i am either, but clearly someone who comments on my works is some one that i can appreciate.

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kyo-kat

Jun 2, 2006

hello love, see ur site is finally working

i was ready to kill my computer by the time we finally got it up and guess what? I'm the first to sign ur page, WHAT NOW!